LeahMichelleJones

I'm not afraid to fall anymore because i know you're there to catch me I'm not afraid to step over the line because i know you'll pull me back I'm not not afraid to face myself I know you won't let me hurt me I'm not afraid to fight my demons because if things get bad you'll save me ~ You have before You'll do it again I'm there for you But you save me instead ~ If anything is ever wrong call to me not your knife I'll do my best to save you Do my best to save your life ~ How can I say these soft words when inside I am dying ~ Because not only am I dying I'm healing too All because of you

Once upon a time, I was normal… if there is such a thing. Like every other kid you would see on the block. Who am I kidding? Normal is a mask. A mask that I chose to hide behind for years so that I wouldn't get hurt. As far back in school as I can think, I've been tormented and ridiculed by my peers. I would have killed to be like them. I made my attempts in every single way. They were what I thought to be perfect. Like royalty on a smaller scale. Meant to be worshipped from afar. This I did. Little did I think that my life then would effect who I was to become. I grew up always in the shadow. Even at young grades, I was shunned. Even thoug

Am I alive? Am I dead? So many thoughts float through my head How do you know my blood is red? and in the distance I hear a beeping ~ Maybe it's black That seems right but not what isee afterevery slice but you don't know that do you? you couldn't And still i hear a beeping ~ Maybe i will try towake I can almost hear you crying Was that of my make? Whereami anyways? Where'd i end up? And the beeping never ceases ~ I can't remeber whathappened I'm floaing far away I suddenlyam seeing things I feel teardrops on myface it's oddly cold and now I breathe and, the beeping it increases ~ I feel that iam broken into many

I'm a liar I cannot tell you all i hold within Does it bore you? to extract the truth from lies i hold within? ~ I often canconfide in you but now i am afraid afraid that you'd leave mealone helplessly ashamed ~ Something now awakes inside of me I feel so oddly brave some inner part inside of me takes over andapplies me i step forward almost blindly but not me not really ~ You turn to me as i approach and iamalmost there my emotions they defy i don't notice all the tears streaming down my face ~ Words form silently on my lips any attempt at smiling that i had made now slips and in little more than a whisper i spea

Wake up from a bad dream to find nobody home stumble in the darkness of your bedroom all alone ~ The dream it seema more real than the life you live each day sometimes you are praying for the nightmares to go away ~ You wake up every morning never feel refreshed the horror in you growing each day to the next ~ You scream inside but no one hears as your screams fall on deaf ears afraid that this could last for years you're dying ~ The sleep you loved now comes no more you've stretched so thin with this secret bore you're torn ~ Your skin is now so gaunt and there are bags beneath your eyes you're no better than th